Privet, readers of the dullest man now!
I know it's been a while since I posted something here, but I wanted to share something laying down in the only corner where I can steal some internet at my dad's apartment. It's past 12 am now and I'm so glad to have some time with www. It's not comfortable to sit here, but that's all I can do now. I have no money or time to put my own cable here or at my mom's place, so I go to my friends' or McD's to check my mail and now I've found some here...
My job situation is not pleasant, though I have some joyful time now... I help my friends who are looking for an apartment and will be working with me now. They are American. We had some great time together this and last week, but we are still looking for a place to live for them. My boss is pissing me off with not being punctual or delegating me stuff she can do herself. I'm still looking for an answer weather I'll have a new job or not and it's taking too long and I'm about to give up.
It seems to me that something is happening in my life, something is changing, I'm back at my dad's apartment and at mom's too. No proper Internet here, but it's kinda survival without it.
It's all so mysterious and unknown, not settled and questioned... I don't know what to say now, too frustrated about life itself. Seems like I'm separating from God, but I don't want to. I 'm trying to run back to him, but a lot of things are on my way and I don't know what to do with them. Seems like business world and Christianity take different roads and you need to decide where you gonna end up - in heaven or at the 1st place at Forbes top list of the most successful men. But I'm pretty sure you can be both. I don't want to desert God and go my own way, it's wrong and I know can't be without Him! SMS, people! (I mean Save My Soul)
And the most unknown thing for my now - why I put my headphones in my ears and forget to turn my ipod on? I can go the whole way without it, but wearing the headphones. I guess I have too many thoughts or too many questions without answers...
And it makes me wonder...
